The guy I’ve been dating for a couple weeks is a part time personal trainer and we started going to the gym together this week. I wasn’t planning on having him do any kind of personal training, but he asked me what I wanted to work on so I said arms. He worked me out like crazy! And yesterday I was so sore from Monday’s workout, but he had me doing dips and squats and lunges. I almost died. But it feels really good to work muscles I haven’t worked maybe ever. I really don’t want him to feel like I’m taking advantage of him so I made him dinner last night to thank him for training me a little. He seems like he likes doing it though so I don’t feel so bad.
Besides the gym time, things have been going pretty well. We had an amazing night last night just hanging out at my house. He kept complimenting me, telling me how hot I am, what a great kisser I am, and how much he likes my personality. It was so sweet. I still have trouble figuring out why he thinks he’s not good enough for me because he’s really good looking and fun to hang out with. I have to compliment him more I think, to help build him up. I’m really looking forward to hanging out with him again.
I’m actually going to work out!! I sadly haven’t been to the gym in like a month. I’m going to suck so much, but I’m going. So excited to get back with it!
I spent the night at W’s house and he made a really yummy dinner. We had a really fun night together. I’m just trying to figure out what I can look past with him. He’s so sweet and caring but he doesn’t trust me at all and he’s really hard to predict. I guess I’m still trying to figure him out but that makes it more interesting.
That date blew up quickly. We had a good dinner together and a couple really fun games of bowling, then we went to sit down in the bar and started talking. I don’t even know how it came up but he said that if I’m going to date other guys and make out with them, he would want me to tell him so that he could stop dating me. I felt like he was giving me an ultimatum. He couldn’t understand were I was coming from. We started fighting about it and ended up talking for like an hour. In the end I got out of his car and left. I don’t know whether I’ll see him again. Way too much drama for me to deal with.
My FWB came over last night and we watched a movie and then had sex. It was definitely a good time:) Tonight I have a date with W, the guy I’ve been out with twice before. He’s been a little insecure and seems to have the delusion that I’m out of his league. It’s just kind of sweet but getting a little old. I’m excited to go out with him again though because he’s fun and super cute. I’ll post how it went later tonight or tomorrow.
